Wednesday, November 7, 2012

Days 33-35

Well, tonight I am feeling sad, teary and struggling with a LOT of guilt and self-defeat. Nothing huge has happened, I just keep eating - one meal a day, the rest is juice. I know that sounds okay but I WANT to juice only... I want to get back to the 100% commitment I felt only a week ago. I am not sure what is holding me back. I just started a new (big) job, I just ended a relationship and I am feeling isolated and unmotivated. I need something... and it's probably inside of me, I just can't find it right now.... hoping tomorrow I will feel clearer.


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