Wednesday, November 14, 2012

Days 41-42

Juiced all day yesterday, felt great. Had a few kale chips in between. Then last night went out to dinner and had LOBSTER. Not gonna lie, it was amazing. Back to mean green this a.m. and juicing all day today. Will hit the gym, sweat a bit, and juice on.

Monday, November 12, 2012

Days 36-40

I have been pretty loose, meaning, I have had wine, I have eaten sushi, and overall am still juicing all day, eating one meal... however, I have bloated up about 8 lbs and it must be salt, the alcohol and the fact that I had to stop going to the intense spin classes I'd been doing. New job doesn't allow the time, sadly. So, I am hoping I can get my ass in gear to kick up the workouts and get more streamlined on the juice by day. Day by day...

Wednesday, November 7, 2012

Days 33-35

Well, tonight I am feeling sad, teary and struggling with a LOT of guilt and self-defeat. Nothing huge has happened, I just keep eating - one meal a day, the rest is juice. I know that sounds okay but I WANT to juice only... I want to get back to the 100% commitment I felt only a week ago. I am not sure what is holding me back. I just started a new (big) job, I just ended a relationship and I am feeling isolated and unmotivated. I need something... and it's probably inside of me, I just can't find it right now.... hoping tomorrow I will feel clearer.

Sunday, November 4, 2012

DAY 32

Today is like a new day one, but I will keep counting since this is my journey. I ate for the past several days and with the support of my two dear friends and a renewed sense of purpose, I am starting a 2 week fast. My intention will be to come off, have the holiday, then resume again through Christmas. Go, juice!

Some juicing, mostly food. Now, after talking with two dear fiends, am starting anew for 2 weeks. Starting again.... tomorrow

Thursday, November 1, 2012


Drank some wine last night... knowing full well it would mean two things: 1) I feel like shit this a.m. and 2) I regret it.

Today feels like a restart for me... I will keep tallying days, as this IS a journey, but I am feeling like I need a renewed commitment from and to myself.